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Currently Listening The All-American Rejects By The All-American Rejects see related

- Time Stands Still

ok soo im back from the shore.. it didnt go as well as we thought.. the first night we just chilled at rachel's mom's house. and stayed up watching viva la bam till 6 in the morning. then the next day we went to her dad's and left for the shore.. there was like no room in the car. we had like all this shit back where we were sitting so we couldnt like move. then we got there and we walked up to the beach and we found a knife..? haha we were like what the hell so we were throwing it around and stuff.. it was weird. then that night we saw these guys walking cause we were up on her balcony so rachel yelled down and was like "can i take your picture" and they were like sure.. so she did and then she got their phone numbers and shit. and we did that with like 5 guys i think. and these two guys like came back so we were talking to them for awhile. and then rachel called them and we were talking for awhile. then the next day.. we went to the beach.. and tried to tan but it didnt really work cause she was putting sand all over me. so we went in the ocean and she had to carry me cause there were like crabs and jellyfish all over the place haha then we went back to her house and she called the guys that we were on the phone with all night. and he told her that he didnt wanna hangout with her. and so did the other like 3 guys. so we went into town.. and just walked around. then keith called back cause she made me call him for her.. and i was like why dont u tell him what happened last night. and she was like "oh my god becca took pictures of these guys and got there numbers and then they totally turned her down" and i was like wtf it was you that they turned down and you were the one that called them and shit. so i was like all pissed off and she was all like bitchy all day. and i dont know i just got sick of rachel so i called my mom to come and get me.. cause it was just really gay. so i came home at like 2 in the morning. then the next day ro and kristen showed up at my house so we were just hanging out then we went to subway. and then to kristen's to watch her "x-rated videos" hahaha its like kristen and ro's "porn videos" when they were 10  haha it was sooo funny.. then we went to the movies with people.. and i gave mike my letter.. he's gonna write me one back i think which is cool..then i slept over kristen's with ro and we stayed up till 9:15 in the morning so i got like 2 hours of sleep..? we talked about like EVERYTHING. haha..it was great.. yeah so im really tired. but it was really funn. then jackie wanted her shit back so we walked back here and gave her back her pictures. then they just chilled here for awhile and we took pictures and stuff they're really funny haha.. but i guess ill put them up on here later when i get home.

you say i'm full of shit.
that i'm a hypocrite
i shouldn't talk,
when i   [[can't take]]  the advice
that i give..?
well maybe you're right,
but open your eyes:
the main difference here is
that i try.

editttt>>>pictures.

ro and kristenn

ro ontop of kristenn

ro humping the chair..lol

wow ro. haha

ro. me. kristen.

ro, me and kristen but her head kind of got chopped off.. lol

ro and kristennn

hm..

ro's "sperm" haha

you know your jealous.

thats it... leave comments.<33

yesterday was cool i guess.. uhm during the day i walked around hatboro with kristen.. and we saw mason! haha but i didnt know it was him and i was like making fun of how little he looked and then kristen's like "oh well he's in our grade his names mason" and i was like o my god. hes still cute i guess. then later on zach and kyle told me to wait at the train station for them at like 9 so i did and i almost got raped by some guy. like he started talking to me and he kept getting closer and closer and he asked me like soo many questions..so i finally like got up to walk away cause he was freaking me out and then as im walking away, his name was zach, he was like "yo, zach wants to grind on yo' nice ass" haha i was like uhhh haha and then ro and kristen finally came so i wasnt alone anymore.. and then we had to wait for zach and kyle.. then after that we just walked around hatboro for the end of carshow.. zach gave me a cd that he made for me with all like happy songs on it and he called it "Cheer Up Becca!" hahah its great i love it. so then umm ro and kristen had to leave so zach and kyle walked me home cause i cant cross streets by myself lol.. then  today i went to church. haha and uhh i dont know if im doing anything tonight.. probably not. so um leave comments.<333

Buy me a plastic ring ;;
&&
[[Tell me]] you love me.

old picture of brittany from lunch haha i love her <3

yesterday i went to ihop with lots of people and ended up having to call my mom cause ..someone.. cough cough jackie, decided that she was gonna go over justin's even though she told me that her mom could take me home. and i didnt go over his house cause tori doesnt like me.. so why would i wanna go over there..? yeah but whatever im so sick of all this bullshit so im done. then um today robbie, brian, nicoletta, and kirsten came over and we all went into hatboro and met up with keith.. it was cool i guess.. tomorrow i think im going swimming over nicoletta's house really early in the morning so that should be cool.. were gonna dye our hair black together haha i dont know what day yet but we are. i called mike today and told him that i wrote him a letter..it's 4 pages long! lol.. but i cant stand fighting with him anymore so i just wrote everything down that i was thinking... people are telling me not to give it to him but i know im gonna regret it more if i dont so, i have to.. next time i see him, which hopefully is soon. soo yeah. my new favorite song today is "i still love you julie by against me!" i love it. oh and i called rachel today and i think she might come over sunday and stay till friday and then my mom is taking us back to her house cause im going to the shore with her on the 6th but im sleeping over the night before which should be awesome. i dont know what day we're coming back but i'll probably update before i leave. soo leave comments. <3333

oh and here's a picture of my dog, i dressed him up hahaha i love it.

Why can't i just get over you?

Why do these [feelings] have to be true?

Why do i have to care about you?

Why can't i just forget all the cute things you do?
  

I wish these -answers- i could see.
  I wish I could just forget about you..

like the way you forgot about me.

Currently Listening Missundaztood By Pink see related

- Lonely Girl

hm. last night was.. interesting. i broke up with mike cause he has no time, and he's too attached with other girls and stuff.. so i guess it just wasn't working.. but i told him when he feels like being a real boyfriend without all of those other girls then to let me know or something, were still friends and stuff which is good.. then i sat outside on my porch (matt's wonderful idea..lol) till like 3 in the morning cause i was listening to music and i fell asleep haha cause i was trying to think about stuff and everyone in my house was yelling so i had to go outside .. but anyways i dont know, i think im giving up on relationships for awhile.. cause i always end up getting hurt .. i dont know, i guess what happens with these guys i date is that i think guys are one way cause i see how they act with their old girlfriends and i like it so i think that they'll be like that with me.. but that never happens its always soo much different. which sucks..so yeah i dont think im gonna be going out with anyone for awhile unless they match my list i have, its like 3 pages. haha.. my "perfect guy" list that me and jackie made up.. lol yeah probably never gonna happen. so yeah i probably wont update for awhile since i have been like every other day and its not like anyone reads this anyways. leave comments please <3

I don't know how to c.h.a.n.g.e. what went wrong
Daddy's little girl.. when he [went away]
What did it teach me?? That love leaves.
I've ((been down)) every road >you could< go
I made some bad choices as you know...